Whereas I find a part of myself relating to this, I cannot begin to pretend like I understand what you're going through. But perhaps the article is itself, an answer. That by God keeping you here, then surely, your life has purpose. And if it is so, then all this suffering will surely give birth to something beautiful. "Shall we accept only good from God and not trouble?" It's not ideal, I know. It is probably even unfair! And if your hope in God is no longer standing, then you can put your hope in a future version of yourself that is going to have come out of this stronger.
Ps: https://open.spotify.com/track/7tTRFVlFzk6yTnoMcParmi?si=k8Z1VKcqTROPhsienHNnNA
Hey Henry!
Whereas I find a part of myself relating to this, I cannot begin to pretend like I understand what you're going through. But perhaps the article is itself, an answer. That by God keeping you here, then surely, your life has purpose. And if it is so, then all this suffering will surely give birth to something beautiful. "Shall we accept only good from God and not trouble?" It's not ideal, I know. It is probably even unfair! And if your hope in God is no longer standing, then you can put your hope in a future version of yourself that is going to have come out of this stronger.
I hope you find peace of mind:)
Keep writing star!